April 21st, 2005
|10:05 pm - [Private Post] Is this love?|
Of the past few weeks I have one big regret, that Tomas and I didn't get together sooner. I've always enjoyed his company but this is different. He cares for me, he truly does, and I know I feel the same way about him.
How do you know if you're falling in love with someone? I'm really not sure. All I know is that I want to see where our new found relationship takes us, spend all the time with him I can, and that I miss him when he's not around.
Tomas makes me feel special. I often find myself smiling at the memory of a touch, a whisper, a comment. I've had relationships before and they have failed for various reasons. I pray that this time things will work out. I think I've finally found someone I can imagine myself growing old with and it's a wonderful yet scary feeling.
Relena: *smiles at Tomas, and gives him a kiss* *winks*
Tomas: *smiles back at quietly takes her hand, giving it a gentle squeeze*
Relena: *leans in closer, wrapping both hands around yours*
Tomas: *rests my forehead against yours* *quietly* Done working for the day?
Relena: I do have more to do, but *glares over at my desk* it can wait till tomorrow I think.
Tomas: *soft laugh* You always have more to do, and it can almost always wait until tomorrow. Are you hungry? Shall we get some dinner?
Relena: *chuckles* One day it will disappear overnight rather than catching up with me in the morning. *Sighs* Dinner sounds nice. Anything in particular you'd like?
Tomas: *slips an arm around your waist* Anything is fine. What would you like? Did you remember to eat lunch today?
Relena: *looks guilty* I had a cup of coffee. Does that count? *reaches over and tucks a lock of hair behind your ear*
Tomas: *arches an eyebrow* No, it does not. What am I going to do with you?
Relena: *looks innocent* I can think of a few things *waggles eyebrows*
Tomas: *short, quick laugh* Food first, if we're going to burn those calories. I don't want your stomach growling while I'm doing something wicked to you. *sly grin*
Relena: *laughs* I do so like the way you think. *gives you a quick kiss* I could get very used to this...
Tomas: *pauses, giving you an odd look* Could you? Get used to it? Could you really?
Relena: *frowns, wondering what the look is for* *softly* I wouldn't have said it if I didn't mean it.
Tomas: *smiles again, slowly* Okay. *leans in to give you a gentle kiss on the side of your mouth* *softly* Okay.
Relena: *returns the kiss, enjoying the closeness* I do have one regret though.....
Tomas: *sliding my hand up and down your back* What's that, Miss?
Relena: *very softly* That we didn't do this sooner...*leans into your touch and gives a little shiver*
Tomas: Ah. *nods* I have to agree with you there. *brings my other hand to your chin, tips it up and gives you a slow, lingering kiss*
Relena: *shifts my arms around you, and pulls you closer* *moans slightly through the kiss, parting my lips slightly to allow you better access*
Tomas: *swipes the tip of my tongue over your lips before slipping it into your mouth, my hand on your chin sliding back to cup the back of your head, fingers threading into your hair*
Relena: *carresses your tongue with my own, breathing in slowly, trying to control my rising excitement* *slips my hands lower, cupping your ass and squeezing*
Tomas: *makes a surprised noise against your mouth, breaking the kiss with a soft laugh* Why, Miss -what would people say if they could see you doing that? *tangles my fingers in your hair, enjoying the softness of it*
Relena: *murmurs* Who says I have any intention of sharing? I rather like having you to myself....*strokes your cheek*
Tomas: *still playing with your hair* As do I, with you. *leans in closer and nuzzles your cheek with mine* We have the whole evening to ourselves. How luxurious it seems...
Relena: *Sighs happily* A whole evening...*slips my hand under your shirt and runs it up your back* Are you sure we really need to eat first? *traces a pattern on your bare back* I'd rather like to skip right to dessert.
Current Mood: content
|Date:||April 22nd, 2005 10:41 am (UTC)|| |
I do believe you're hooked. Ain't it wonderful?
Okay, wow you two are so *cute* together. ^_~
Looks like things are going very well. *grin*
*smiles* I've never really been in love with anyone, but this certainly looks like it! And anyway, as I told a friend when she was going through much the same thing...Sometimes you can't always look before you leap. Sometimes you have to just jump and trust that they'll catch you. And hey - even if the relationship falls through, you can always be friends, right?
*sounded a lot like some sort of book of cheesy quotes*