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February 12th, 2005

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09:59 pm - [Private Post - filtered from everyone] Introspection....
I'm home again and trying to get back into routine.


I enjoyed the trip to New Orleans immensely. I can't remember the last time I had so much fun, and it was all the better for sharing it with friends.

Unfortunately though too, seeing those friends together and happy with their partners of choice, only served to bring home to me just how alone I've felt since my relationship with Roger failed.

I keep telling myself that I'm a strong person, that I don't need someone else to be happy, but it's not working as well as it should be. I'd like to believe that there is someone out there for me, but finding someone who is prepared to put up with my busy schedule and not put off by who I am, and everything attached to the Peacecraft name makes it all the more difficult.

I doubt my friends have any idea that I feel this way and I'm not going to tell them. They have their own lives to lead and after everything they have been through it's not fair to burden them with it.

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Date:February 12th, 2005 07:12 pm (UTC)
*hugs* You'll find someone soon, I know you will. It's hard to be alone, but you _are_ a strong person and I know everything will be beautiful and lovely in the end. Maybe you should tell your friends about it though, they are your friends after all and I'm sure all of them has felt the same loneliness that you now feel. Besides, that's what it means to be a friend right? Confiding in them and stuffs ^O^

OT but did Zechs's eyes pop out his head when he spotted you in your little number? ~O^
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Date:February 20th, 2005 04:59 pm (UTC)
How can you doubt that you are a strong person after all that you have been through in life? You'll make it through, or you'd have Dorothy to answer to, and thats not an option.

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